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Day 18 - Daily Connections

2/19/2020

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​Every day when I would get off the school bus, my mother would be waiting for me in the kitchen with a cup of tea and some cookies. We’d sit down together, drink our tea, and talk about our day. This small, twenty-minute pause and re-entry into my home gave me time to process my day aloud, get mentally ready to do my homework, and connect with my mother before she went on to cook dinner.
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When I became a mother myself, I thought often about what I missed most about my own mother. This little tea ritual was on the top of the list. I looked at my beautiful infant daughter and promised us both that we’d do the same thing. 
 
Fast forward a few years and this was not so easy. My mother was a stay-at-home mom, I was not. I’d pick my daughter up from after-school care, we’d drive home and there was no time to sit down for a leisurely cup of tea at 5 pm. We could do it in the summers, when I wasn’t working and it was afternoon snack time. It became clear that for the rest of the year we were going to have to find something else. 
 
It turned out that I didn’t have to “find” anything, our daily together time was right in front of me. In the car. My daughter attended the school where I taught, so each day we would carpool together in and back. When she was in lower school, I had the advantage of working with her teachers. In the faculty room each day I would get treated to anecdotes about what my daughter had said or done, so I had an “advance briefing.” I’d find a way to bring up what I knew about her day through questions that got her to tell me the story on the way home, and I had the delightful experience of hearing about her day from both an adult and a child’s perspective. It quickly became my favorite part of our day together.
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A favorite annual Mother/Daughter activity that usually involved tea - decorating Gingerbread Houses with Maria Springer.
As my daughter moved into middle and upper school, our car talks were a lifeline. There was something about not having to look at each other – no eye contact – that allowed honest feelings to flow in the car in a way we couldn’t manage anywhere else. Because we’d spent years creating a safe space in which to share with each other, there was seldom any awkwardness about it – we just started talking. 
 
When my daughter started driving herself to school her senior year, I was very sad. I knew it was all part of growing up, and that soon she’d be off at college, but I wasn’t as ready to let go of our car-time as I thought I’d be. I remembered sobbing the first time 4-year-old Anne got out of the car by herself at day care and told me not to walk her in. I felt the strong resonance of that memory in my heart.
 I’d raised a magnificent, independent person. She was ready to go. It was I who was not ready for her to leave. Time to do the mother’s work of letting go, yet again.
 
Now, through the wonders of technology, we text almost every day. And, come to think of it, it’s usually around 4 pm. ​
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5/2/2020 06:51:16 am

Having daily connections is important in this life. The more that you interact with people, the more likely that you talk to people who would matter to you in the future. I feel like there are people who do not do it, and that is why they are miserable. If I can go and talk to people a lot more, then I would definitely do it. I am already so happy that I was able to meet the people that I did.

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