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Cleaning Out the Old, Day 16 - holy sites

3/3/2025

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Picture
An evocative photo of my mother – also in the box, also kept by my father.
the places in our heart
where the world took bites
out of us
 
may never fully heal
  and will likely become 
wide open spaces
 
~ be careful to not fill them
with just anything or anyone 
 
your wounds aren’t supposed
to become attics for you to hoard
unnecessary junk 
 
these holes in our hearts
are holy sites
 
and we should treat
 them as such
 
so when visiting your old wounds
make sure to take your shoes off
and turn off your cellphone
 
sit by candlelight
  and watch how the shadows
tell the story how brave you are
 
~ to survive
 
(john roedel)


Questions forever unanswered. 

When I look, I see a beautiful woman in her early 40’s looking out into the unknown. 
Fuzzy, like her limited vision always was.
A limited edition,
She strains to see a future she will never know.

Through mists of time I look back at my father looking back at my mother.
Did any of us know? Do we ever?

No one survives; no one comes in knowing when they are going out.
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Who tends the holy sites when we are gone?
Who knows when the veil is thin?
Who heals them in another generation?


3 Comments
Mary Allmon Epstein
3/4/2025 08:03:40 am

Both the Roedel poem and your thoughts are poetic and deeply touching.

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Dave Marcus
3/4/2025 08:16:40 am

Big tears. This is profoundly beautiful and moving.

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Kimbi Hagen
3/4/2025 03:18:37 pm

This is extraordinarily moving. Thank you for sharing the holy place in your own heart with us.

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